For those of you wondering what is going on with our family planning to be honest not too much. Since the end of October we have been in a holding pattern waiting for a second opinion from a different clinic closer to our house in the city.
That appointment is in two days. I am scared and happy that we will start working towards a family with hopefully some wonderful doctors. That being said I am scared too. My body just started to cycle on its own (hell yeah!) so now I am afraid of messing things up, I am afraid of gaining weight on fertility drugs (selfish maybe but I am honest). There is a lot of unknown still for me and it is always hard to walk down a path of unknown.
The fear is there but love, hope, and excitement all outweigh it. I know that we are going to start a family for reals very soon. This is a lot to think about and process at times but I am SO ready and I just hope that my body is as well. I am also doing a good job of enjoying where I am right now and appreciating everything because it will all change soon.
Oh and I just ordered a Vitamix and am so excited!